Sensitivity

I was so hurt when some of those I consider my close and true friends forgot to greet me on my birthday. Actually, every year naman they forget and every year nagtatampo ako (without them knowing it) every year I forgive and still, every year I expect they would remember. Ka-ngok-ngokan!

This year was a bit different kasi I was able to tell how hurt I was to one of them. I accepted the apology though I hated the excuse. I guess what's important to me is that they know na how I feel, pati yung tampo ko sa pangdedeadma nila sa mga invitations ko before nasabi ko na rin. After the exchange of emails I realized that the fault was mine. I gave too much importance to people to whom I'm not that important. So I'm telling myself now to accept that fact, let go and treasure those who really treasure me as a friend. If next time they remember to greet me and if they'll no longer ignore party invitations, then good. If not, then I just wouldn't care anymore. Sabi nga sa isang quote "Never allow someone (in my case some people) to be a priority while allowing yourself to be just their option." Sana lang, mapanindigan ko nga.